Jealousy

You never know how I find you so disturbing
Tell everyone about your existence,
part of your narcism
Show everyone how much you care about them,
part of your obsession
Wanting everybody to always keep an eye on you, tell me honestly
how long you've been a celebrity
Everything you've done starts to make me sick
All you've said are neither wonderful nor idyllic
Why won't you see
Is it my time or yours to look inside
Can't get rid none of these out of sight
I just feel I'm right
It leaves me wondering
Now I'm surfing the tide
Is it your hypocracy or just my own jealousy